[It's such a simple sentence, but it's enough to feel her heart drop into the pit of her stomach. She's not foolish enough to believe that Doc was the only vampire in all of Penance. Logically, she knows better than that. She knows that Klaus was one, after all.
But she can't help but feel that sharp, irrational fear that comes from someone who knows what angelic blood does to a vampire.
It's not anger so much as dread, and after a long period of silence she knows she should say something, but all she can manage is:]
We got carried away and my athletics advisor persona did not like how human and pliable he was. He did not deny himself.
( Doc is not proud of this development. )
I will work with him. He is my responsibility now. He was a human of moderation, so subsisting on what the kitchens provide should be more than enough. I owed you the explanation.
( He remembers what it was like to go in a frenzy over her blood. His words are as apologetic as his previous actions. )
[It was an accident. It was the brainwashing. It was a thing that happened and it's not as though Doc can take it back now. But it's still concerning all the same.]
He can't ... you have to tell him I'm off limits. Like under no circumstances.
You were never on limits. He has no desire to feed from someone and that will include you. But, I will make it clear to him. If it gets bad, anyone else.
I also came here because I spoke at length with Lucifer before he was carted off. Before Barbas and the boarding school. I believe he's been trying to free all of us.
No, he - he mentioned Alice first. Returning her to Wynonna and I. But, neither one of us would want her here. That was when he clarified. He would send us all back. Send us back to her. Not that it is safe for her anywhere, not when we are in the same place.
( As long as that curse stands, it will be dangerous for her. )
[The curse is broken, Waverly knows that much. But that doesn't mean that things are finished or better. Not with the Clantons still floating around. But she nods.]
If you're home, you still stand a better chance of seeing her one day versus being here.
[She doesn't, not fully. But, some of the time she's spent with him of late has been ... convincing.]
I think he's better than Barbas, but I'm not sure he's one hundred percent trustworthy. He is still the Devil. They say he's got a silver tongue for a reason.
[She takes a breath.]
Even the person I know who likes him the most doesn't trust him completely.
Well. Right now he's currently in one of Barbas' holding cells so ... not this minute.
[That being said, she's not sure she's okay with using Fitz that way. He can be short-sighted sometimes but he's generally well meaning. Hurting him is not how she wants to play this, and when it comes to Lucifer, she can't trust that someone won't get hurt.]
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Coming!
[A few moments later, the suite door open and her face appears with a smile.]
Hey, Doc. C'mon in.
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She seems to not be bleeding as she invites him in. )
Thank you. Elena Gilbert is tending to our bar.
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[She trusts Elena with far much more than the bar. She closes the door behind him, offering a bright-ish smile as she does.]
You doing okay? How's married life?
[She's joking, mostly. She has no idea how close to the heart of it she is.]
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Chaste. Honorable. He is a vampire, now.
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But she can't help but feel that sharp, irrational fear that comes from someone who knows what angelic blood does to a vampire.
It's not anger so much as dread, and after a long period of silence she knows she should say something, but all she can manage is:]
Oh.
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( Doc is not proud of this development. )
I will work with him. He is my responsibility now. He was a human of moderation, so subsisting on what the kitchens provide should be more than enough. I owed you the explanation.
( He remembers what it was like to go in a frenzy over her blood. His words are as apologetic as his previous actions. )
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[It was an accident. It was the brainwashing. It was a thing that happened and it's not as though Doc can take it back now. But it's still concerning all the same.]
He can't ... you have to tell him I'm off limits. Like under no circumstances.
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( is he still scared? yes, he is. )
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[They've both been in Hell long enough to know as much.]
Nothing is ever that simple.
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( He promises. If only promises held water in Hell. )
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Okay. I trust you.
[Famous last words, given what's coming.]
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Yeah, I've been getting that impression too. I think kicking God out of Hell was part of that.
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( He goes quiet again, sighing. )
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[She has questions, but she's not following this particular line of logic.]
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( As long as that curse stands, it will be dangerous for her. )
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If you're home, you still stand a better chance of seeing her one day versus being here.
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Do we trust Lucifer?
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[She doesn't, not fully. But, some of the time she's spent with him of late has been ... convincing.]
I think he's better than Barbas, but I'm not sure he's one hundred percent trustworthy. He is still the Devil. They say he's got a silver tongue for a reason.
[She takes a breath.]
Even the person I know who likes him the most doesn't trust him completely.
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( The very most. )
Then I think we could use him for our own ends.
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[That being said, she's not sure she's okay with using Fitz that way. He can be short-sighted sometimes but he's generally well meaning. Hurting him is not how she wants to play this, and when it comes to Lucifer, she can't trust that someone won't get hurt.]
We'll see what happens when he's out.
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( For her benefit and safety. )
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[She nods with a small smile.]
I'll get you back to Alice, Doc. I promise.
[Maybe it's a promise she shouldn't make, but it's a promise she intends to keep.]
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