[And that ... grates, in a way she hadn't anticipated. Because that's not always true. People may like her because she's kind and sweet, but the real stuff, people who really see her for who she is are few and far between.]

That's the thing. It's not easy for me, Wynonna. Kissing Nicole for the first time felt like jumping out of a plane without a parachute.

Sure, maybe I had a theory about her feelings. But what if there was no spark? What if there was all this anticipation but it felt like kissing my sister? What if she saw the real me and realized that she didn't sign up for demons and dead languages and obsessive research?

[And she was, thankfully. Nicole was there to catch her when she fell, but for a moment, Waverly was scared she wouldn't.]

I was terrified but I did it anyway because you can't have the big reward without taking the risk.