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Good. I mean, I get it, I want the new asshole out as much as anyone does...but I think it's going to be hard, and we're going to have to be smart, and you know the shit is real if I'm the one saying not to go in guns blazing.
(because that tends to be wynonna's signature style.)
I've been here almost a year now, baby girl, I've had to adjust.
(and her normal methods don't often end in favorable results in hell.)
Thanks. It's nice to hear that.
(and it really is. wynonna is trying so hard. maybe not always succeeding -- but sleeping with constantine had been a rock bottom in some ways, and she's been trying to get her shit together since...as much as her shit is ever together, anyway.)
(is she okay? no, not really. but what is she supposed to tell waverly? that she and doc slept together the night barbas took over and she doesn't know what it means because he's married and he turned his stupid, nice husband into a vampire. klaus is gone. jason is gone. homelander had to change rooms to be with his husband (who...she may or may not have also slept with). and she's trying to hold herself together because there's too much at stake for her to spiral out right now.)
Are any of us? No. I'm not.
After what you've been through I'm sure the last think you want to hear is my complaining.
(comparatively, her problems seem trivial.)
I just....don't know what to say anymore. People I give a shit about keep disappearing. Or ending up in forced marriages they don't even want to be in, that they didn't consent to, and it all just sucks. And I can't do anything about it. Me and my bigass magic gun don't mean anything here.
(and as good as it had felt to let some of that out while waverly was taken...it's not like she accomplished anything beyond killing a few demons. she feels so powerless here sometimes. she hates that feeling.)
I've been trying to make friends with the incubbi and succubi who are pissed at him -- kinda like I did with the revenants towards the end. Elena seems to think if we could get enough of them on our side when we do get Lucifer back, we could have some leverage.
(and maybe if they keep poking around and talking to the demons they can find something useful when it comes to confronting barbas.)
It sucks that even most of the places I would go to to let off some steam are gone now.
(not that she can't drink in hella shorty's but considering they're tyring to keep up appearances she has done her best not to get black out drunk there too often.)
I do spar with Sara sometimes. That helps.
(she definitely prefers that to traditional working out.)
I did some knife throwing with Doc during that weird high school shit. Maybe I need to find some more partners.
(sparring wise, that is.)
It has been a while.
(and it'd be good for waverly to keep her skills sharp too, just in case.)
That could work. I could ask Diana too -- though I'm pretty sure she can kick my ass with her powers intact.
It's true. I already know she's hella skilled -- I learned that first hand during our fight in the gladiator ring.
(where wynonna only got as far as she did because diana had been depowered at the time.)
Could be fun. Gotta be better than the church for the women scorned was -- though I think they'll be much happier under Rosita's rule, at least.
(finding hidden islands could be fun though.)
She seemed pretty happy with her own harem of women to choose from.
(sure they can't really...leave from where they are being the only remaining revenants and all, but considering rosita never should have been a revenant to begin with....well, it's as happy of an ending as any of them could probably ask for.)
I thought I would never forgive her for what she tried to do with Alice -- and I'm not okay with it...but I get it. She just wanted to survive, same as any of us.
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